Addicted to a Hustle

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  I think I’m beginning to be miserable sober . . .  

Miserable on drugs or miserable sober? I have no clue which is worse! I can honestly say this is way harder then I thought​. When youre so used to the lifestyle of “The Hustle”…

My PO has me attending these NA classes as well as a substance abuse counselor. Bare with me I’m new to these things. I just cannot sit and isolate myself like I am. Hell I’m kind of forced to do this or I’m going back to jail; or rehab: walking out on a “not so” ordinary simple small town young mother’s daily life…. 

I’ve got to break my silence; tell my story; interact with people like me. If not I’m not sure if I can accomplish this recovery.